saya menang grammy!

first off, selamat hari jadi atoy! :D

now, here comes my award winning speech which i only get to write every year without feeling like a dumbass thinking she just won herself a grammy.

on the 13th of this month last year, i had done the some thing i am about to do today but i guess this year, it's a little later but these people still deserve their thankyous since i didn't manage to reply to them (especially the closer ones), because i am just __.

the one i am about the write might not be as long as the one i had written last year. but i certainly hope it is as meaningful.

to tiya:
thank you for the gifts. cd kau bg bapak WOOHOO. aku gelak mcm apa tgk cd tu. batal kot puasa O.o (yar right ar). keychain bpk comel, mcm disco kelip2 (rright), hello kitty tk pyh ckplahh :P thankyou for the cards, durrh. now, here comes the sorrys. sorry i might not have reacted as O.O as i should have. sorry if it seemed as if i didn't appreciate them all, aku ms tu blur kot. sorry kalau aku ada buat kau bengang (ni sumpah mcm byk nak mampus), sorry kalau aku melenting kt kau (ni pun sama), sorry kalau aku ada merendahkan kau &aku kerek ke apa ke. sorry kalau aku ada buat sial kat kau dpn org, sbb saja nk buat lawak. sorry kalau aku gelabah sgt smpai kau naik tension kau ckp "ishhh". sorry kalau aku ada pukul kau kuat2 masa tgk cerita hantu atau jerit kt telinga kau. this year kita tk byk gayut kott O.o, thankyou for always being there, for being honest to me at times. thank you sbb byk melayan kerenah aku. psl tk ikut gerak mana2 tu, tkdhal lah. end of the year gerak pyramid dua2 jom, pstu kita movie marathon, this year tgk 3! bwahahahah. okay, may we be friends till the day i get married to a japanese & move to japan (sampai bila2 kot tuu =_=) thank you for always being there, i will always back you up minahh! (translate back you up tu jd bahasa melayu lawak sial). oh & thank you sbb pelahap makan pizza dkt rumah aku ramai2! burger king pun sekali!

to najwa:
thank you for the late night wish. thank you for makan2 pizza sama2. thank you for still being a friend and being patient when dealing with me after 12 years. thank you for making jokes & cheering me up whenever possible. thank you for layaning my crap. for being patient with me i kena bubuh byk2 sebenarnya sbb i rs u byk kot sabar je dgn i. thank you for being a very caring blur friend. you're a great friend & you're good at coping with everyone without letting anyone feel left out, like i had mentioned on my previous entry, i still think so, & i have yet to learn from you. sorry time! hammer time! (rrightt), sorry that i sometimes (or often) piss you off in any ways possible. sorry if i ever make jokes out of you, i main2 je tauuuu! (bukan if ever, mmg ada) sorry for the shouts i have given you, sorry if i have ever made you feel down or made you feel bad. sorry if i ever underestimated you, if i got too far with what i had said in conversations or jokes & sorry that i am not always the kind of friend to be there for you. i will always be at my best to be there for you, whether if my best is good enough, i doubt so. & sorry if i am such a screwed up friend, seriously. thank you for everything najwa!! woohoo (:

to faiqa:
kita kejap rapat, kejap tak, kejap rapat, kejap tak. i think. thank you for always being there and for always having my back. thank you sbb sabar dgn amal, amal tau amal selalu buat faiqa bengang :D thank you for still being a great friend walaupun kitorg kurang rapat kann? thank you for being a very caring & understanding buddy. psl bulu man tu, walaupun merepek, sweet lah faiqa. serious tk tipu. thank you for that too. you're bloody well experienced with many things so you're always very handful tau faiqa ;D emo2 pun, you're still a great friend. sorry pulak. sorry for pissing you off, gelabah sgt smpai buat faiqa annoyed nak matii, sorry amal pukul faiqa kuat gl masa dgr suster ngesot tu jerit, mesti sakit gila sbb tgn amal yg pukul pun sakit o.O sorry for shouting at you or yelling at you, sorry kalau amal ada rendahkan faiqa atau buat faiqa bengang. sorry amal kutuk2 faiqa dpn faiqa ataupun belakang faiqa. sorry i am not very understanding when comes to things. sorry if it doesn't seem as if i have got your back at all times, i honestly am at my best to be at it. sorry for all the negatives la kira. kalau ikut, byk gl sorry lg kot o.o thank you for everything minahh! you're a great buddy & i will always be there for you (:

to ira:
baru this year kot mcm agk rapat, & saya rs awk dh agk fhm sy, sy pun dh fhm perangai awk pn kot. thank you for the wish minahh. blur nak mampus ok kau. thank you sbb makan pizza sama2, msg gl sweet kt card, sbb teman prg mid hr tu, & sabar dgn saya dkt situ. thank you for being bloody patient when comes to dealing with me sbb saya tau awk tk suka sgt kalau org kecoh gelabah byk sgt & kdg2 sy mcm tu. thank you for being a great friend &although kita borak sekali-sekala je part deep2 ni, terima kasih daun keladi, kak. sorry kalau saya ada annoy awak (ni sure banyak), buat lawak tk jadi, gelabah terlebihlebih, buat awk =_=", menyusahkan awak atau apa2 je. woohoo! sorry i didn't make it to your surprise party this year. saya masih hutang awak present ra, tunggulah bila poket lapang & penuh sikit :p, insyallah soon :D (raya dh dekat), &sorry for anything i did which annoyed you, whether tremendously or just a slight bit. thank you for being a great buddy, i am at my best to back you up in anything ;D

to the rest;
atoy, pah, kira, yaya, min.
i am tremendously sorry for being such an ass this year. i skipped most of the sweet sixteens i supposedly was to attend. & i honestly think i didn't even deserve a wish from any of you babes. sorry for all the annoyance if caused, the jokes i made which weren't very funny but more of an insult, offenses i've caused and just about anything sebesar gajah atau sekecil kutu (jangan main2) yang saya buat silap. thankyou for being such great friends, thanks for everything. saya suka gl keychain awk bg ki (: saya sayang korang mcm nak mati okay, although that might not seem as the most honest statement, but i am seriously serious :D sorry nak mati, thankyou nak mati <3


to the new ones i've met this year:
keerthana, charlene, sab, jill, darsh &arisha
thank you for coping with me. sorry i did not attend you sweet sixteen keer, &sorry i didn't make you a card or bought you anything. jill, sorry i was mega late when it came to wishing you happy birthday. darsh, charl &sab, thank you for the very semangated wishes. thank you for the card keer, & thanks to the rest who signed it & wrote me those short messages i really really like (: <3 style="font-weight: bold;">
&to the rest who wished, who wanted to wish but didn't manage to, those who remembered but forgot slightly & just about anyone who made it felt like it was my day, even if it was only for a second. terima kasih (:

andd lastly, i promise to be a better being so i could be the person every of you bloody deserve as a friend, not less than that, like now for instance. i am after all sixteen so mestilah mcm matang sikit kot? ;D lastly, selamat berpuasa. this would probbly be my last post since i would've to keep this notebook away so i wouldn't be too distracted from my finals. goodluck with things buddies ;)

sorry for any mistakes i had done in the past, especially for those sarcastic jokes i make very often where someone gets hurt in the process of one. i am tremendously sorry.